Well lets just start with the fact that being in love is dumb.... It never actually works for anyone.
This goes out to everyone that cares. HCS if thats u then please read on if not then stop now cause things are gonna get a little heated and u may never talk to me again.....
This is my last post so lets go out with a bang....
To my friends I love u guys and thank u for being here and there as I conclude this journey i've taken....
HCS I have so many feelings that u have no idea who i am and what i think... Grow up first of all... I will do the same, T is always gonna be number one in ur life and u cant even bring him home.... I'll speak freely, ur sisters dont like him, they tolerated him cause u were "happy" (proven by the trip to the place where u never wanna go) He never treated u like i did and i know that... It just sucks that ur not smart enough to realize that hes not gonna change. He basically raped u after u broke up, basically turned ur mind into his little trap where he can jsut take u where ever he wants. Im done trying to put u back together because it seems only assholes who try to take girls away from stability can. I was happy and will be happy again because someone someday is gonna realize what i bring to the table. This is something u have failed to do. Honestly ur being shallow when u talk about cali being so great, if u have love location means nothing, so shame on me for feeling everything i did, i regret feeling so secure and opening my soul to your mind games, u left me on the hook just in case he hurts u....
This middle finger goes out to Home wrecker.... T ur the lowest individual I have ever had the pleasure of not knowing... Im so glad that u have money and that girls follow u into the abyss they think brings happiness into life. What u did to me i would never do to u because how I feel I would never make an individual feel. U know its kinda funny how ur material stuff results in u being a good guy for people. Fuck urself.
The last one goes to me... Im an idiot for actually believing what i did and feeling what i felt. Couldnt listen to everyone say dude shes done and u need to be too... I never deserved any of this and I hope this makes u feel a little bit like u dont deserve me. I wrote u a song, HCS, its called Feelings and Dreams, hatred and screams...
I hope u never return to the life u had and that ur slope only goes down.... But right now im turning around and running from u because when u took my heart u stole my mind..... That will never ahppen again. I can never be replaces and one day when ur feeling empty ur gonna think of Owjl and how it made u happy.... Skype and how it brought us closer, Life and how ur running from it..... One day you'll wake up and hopefully for my sake u realize what i am......
Cutting my wrists with Lollipops....
Dante
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