Friends first

So I am loving my new found swagger lol..... Basically Im not worried about image and one person anymore I move forward even though its hard not to look back. I miss u but im moving my feet and deciding to leave it all behind. Im trying to leave u alone because of something that makes me feel good inside. Idk I know this one is short but I gotta go to work.....

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Looking back now it makes me laugh

I used to try and find reasons why my life wasnt what I wanted it to be..... Not any longer

I move for me, choose for me, live for me.....

It turns out im pretty good at this rap thing and im starting to gain confidence with it so thats good news.....

Relationships sucks because they always leave blame and sorrow for one another..... Im sorry but Im done caring about what went wrong.... Think ur better off with him? then by all means go for it.....

AE and I went to dinner after I got off tonight its nice to know that she really is a sweet girl not in it to break away and gain what she wants from someone..... I was starting to lose hope

Finally im just gonna say this because u need to hear it more than I do.... Let me go... Let u go.... Please dont give us a fighting chance im so tired of being the only one trying to be a friend its ridiculous..... let us go.

Im beaten at my own game, swallowed by his name, leaving behind this timeframe, where u and I were same
Fade off ol boy, look on to joy, take whats left and run, it doesnt matter when its all said and done.......

See u at the finish line.....

DSF.....

Ps. Just know that this is now in your court.... It is on ur shoulders not mine.... Im finally ahead of what I call life

Simply Fun

The last couple of days have been kind of crazy.... I've had old loves leave me to wonder what is next if I will ever have them to hold again or whatever......

I've had old crushes come back and grab my attention. Im doing well with it. just playing cards to stay in the hand kinda thing. Im not too sure that when I find what I want that I'll be really happy because what I want is music......

I miss everything about just being able to chill with great friends to some really good music, miss the fact that moving and living for me is what I do not what I need to do.

Im ok with not talking to u. I dont want answers I just want friendship..... eventually

I know that Im a safe backup plan. Its ok


I dont wanna be a backup because when Im someones first and only plan like they will be mine then I'll truly feel like I should when you feel so strongly for someone......


Beaten, Bruised, Broken, Torn
Living, Learning, Loving,
Believe.

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Confusion

Im so confused......

First off what did i do?
Second ur right space is better for both of us
Third What do i do now?

Neglect

Life is great right now..... well school not so much but everything else is amazing..... great girl, great job, great friends, great family............ Im loving this last month together and will love the 9 weeks apart.... Trust me im trying to convince myself of the second part


Please come home lol

Cinco de Mayo

Its the day of getting wasted on tequila and coronas...... Waitin on the girls to be ready

GAME TIME!!!!

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