Hello all Im a 21 year college student who is picking up on this blog thing. First off Im not sure where to begin except for the beginning....
I became who I am today when I met the love of my life.... We'll just call her My Truth.... I grew up in a middle income household with a great family life, I always did well in school and I had no real reason to complain. I honestly believe that the reason I find it so hard to be motivated lies in the sole reason that I was never really challenged in life until college. I had never really faced what some people call the wrong path and where some people's lives really take a nose dive. Winter quarter my freshman year I started living in a way that I thought was never possible. I let school sort of drift and float hoping my smarts would keep me above water. Before I knew it I was two years in not giving a damn about anything or anyone but who didnt show the slightest attention towards me. As confusing as it might sound I just needed someone other than mommy or daddy to push me and make me want to be better....
It is now my first quarter of my senior year. I still really havent found a passion and an terrified that I will be sucked into a life where I wont be happy with what I've become. I know that My Truth will be right next to me throughout the rest of my days but I just cant seem to put a finger on who I am and who I want ME to be....
My Truth has been a godsend making me believe that although God has shown me a good life he also allows for you to reach ur goals. Im just waiting for the moment to say this is who I am and maybe one day I'll say it but as for right not I gotta be happy with me....
P.S. Im pretty sure she reads this so I'll throw the shout out. Baby girl u have seriously taken me out of the shark tank and given me wings... I want to accomplish everything with u and for u hopefully I'll get there.
Belief is only a state of mind, whereas achieving is a place in time...
DSF
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